BULLHEAD

unreasonably obstinate; obstinately unmoving -

If u so keen to be what you are ,it is gone ..y can't u listen to people's advise .It is really not a way of life to be ..After all the things that i done ,i really feel like a fool now .Is this what i suppose to get ? and please dont talk to me bout tolerance when u have none of it ..If u so like to take good care of your 'face' then go ahead .Im already trying so damn fcukin hard to make things better each day but end up it make me look like a dumdfuck coz other side juz wont listen ..Am i not caring ?? Am i not nice enough ?? I will be so "grateful" if u think im not good enough ..Thanks for informing that im not caring enough coz in the future things will be much more easier for me to be done ..Oh yeah i did promise you that i will be very tolerate with you when we first get together .i admit that .but doesnt mean i have to tolerate with all those nonsense things as well rite .furthermore for god sake can please let me feel worth it when everythin i do something .I dont aspect things from you but all i need juz juz that u appreciate it ..Tats all .Come on ,we are all grown up and i always believe that u will know how to think what's best for us .but so sad to say that you dont know .And please dont juz blame everythin on me when something happen ..In one word it is all bcoz of ur stubborness and taking care of your 'face' ..

I dunno what it will happen when you read this but im ready to face all the consequences coz after u read this all i believe none will go in our head and you will think that i wanna start an arguement again ..You wanna know why ? the same word again 'stubborn' ..things juz wont go in ur head for rational consideration .

Last but not least ,this phrase is taken from ur blog "every time you hurt me but turn around you apologize to gain my forgive..im human being too..why you always want me become soft and listen to wat you said" ..You are soft and always listen to what i said ??? i beg your pardon .hahaha if u listen to 20% what i had told you then i will be damn sure that this situation wont happen ..

What More do You Want from ME ,
Lucifer Jr